It’s 12:00 and I’m walking fast because the market closes sometime between now and a little while from now. I’m on a mission to get some flowers.
Being able to walk down the street to get flowers is something like a dream.
One time I had a dream that I was eating a plate of flowers. They kind of looked like the ones I ended up getting from the farmers’ market. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering about the symbolism of eating flowers.
Everyone is packing up but I find a place that’s slower at packing than the rest and they have flowers in the back of their booth.
“Hello, could I buy some flowers?”
She hears me and points to the prearranged arrangements in the front of the booth. But I really want the ones I spotted in the back.
“She can arrange a new one for you if you want.” The younger man working there is friendly. One of those people that has calm energy, and looks you in the eye and smiles, like he’s happy to see you.
I walk back over to the other side of the booth and point out the flowers that I had my eye on. She picks them up, and then I’m ready to take them and pay but she starts grabbing more flowers from every pile. It’s an endless picking of flowers. She improvises a design, a balanced arrangement of colors and patterns. I wonder if she’s remembering what they looked like when they were picked from the field where they grew and mimicking their appearance there so they’ll feel more at home. Flowers are alive too, you know?
The man wraps the flowers in a plastic bag with water and I ask how much.
I hand him a ten dollar bill and shake his hand and say thanks. The woman hands me the flowers and I thank her and say, “These are beautiful.”
Maybe this is the purpose of farmers’ markets. Small transactions, equal trade of value for value, but multiplication of beauty and community. A gift economy where each person walks away richer.
In the dream I didn’t want to eat the flowers. Obviously it’s weird to eat flowers if you’ve never done it before. But sometimes you have to accept beauty even if you’re afraid of how it might taste.